Time to hang the gloves...

Time past really quick, i want to spend all my time on my friends and family after my N levels.
I want to spend my time with Maisarah, Taufiq, Swee, Fatboy, Adeline, Jovina, Prakash, muay thai buddies, kay, corey, fatin, shirin, rica and alot alot more ar :(

When i filled in the form for city college of san francisco, my hand starting shaking, i kept thinking about my family friends, i kept thinking about the time i'll be spending in san francisco, will ya forget me hopefully not eh please.

I can't continue , it breaks my heart.

Yes, Bia muay thai gym has a logo now! i am so going to buy it.

cold

3 hours of fun
3 months of pain
Tomorrow
we meet again
this time it won't be the same
all because of a stupid mistake i made
our friendship went down the drain.

I admitted i was wrong
"lan cau boy" you replied
i asked for forgiveness
you gave me hell
i asked you again
you told me "leave me alone"
I was expecting "okay,we're friends again"
i was wrong

You told me not to follow them
i obeyed
You meet them some other day
because of some important issue
okay i understand
still you did tell me in the first place


no


What else could i do?

Today i was free
you neither called me nor text me
so went out with my friend
like you didn't went out with yours
A message hit me
let me summarize it for you
it says
"we all go our separate ways"

We make mistakes, because we are human
i'm not asking much.
Think about it.


- Sylvester.

hah, retribution. i get it..

Home is where the heart is.

Today, i stayed at home... where else could i be. I'm feeling kinda down today... thinking about what i've done in school. Random thoughts keep coming up. I know i'm selfish you don't have to tell me to change i will do it myself... I know i'm not good enough, there are people who treat you better than me right? Kinda stressed out, looking at the four walls in my room it was driving me nuts so i had to step out of the house and head to the basketball court and shoot some balls.


Hey but check this out, you did this to me why can't i do it to you? Now, should i be saying what you told me the last time "you want you go with them ar" now i'm telling you "you want you go with them ar" Did i hit the jackpot? You go ask yourself...

Trust can take years to build, but only a second to break.

Now, you're on your own i don't care.

You get irritated over small little stuff.
This is what happens when you listen to your friends...

You like ar? Suck ar! - Taufiq

School is such a drag LUCKILY i got my friends with me. What else can i say 2 more weeks to my next paper... Can say i'm trying my best to study. Anyway today took some pictures in class.




HEHEHEHE okay i'm outtie.

i listen to her heartbeat
cause it plays my favorite song.

Tough luck

Did not went to Mustafa today... dammit went to town with my mom, sister and maid. Overall it was fun. Wanted to buy stuff but what for? I only wanted to buy my gold adidas watch. Couldn't find it anywhere... What can i do?

Tomorrow is a school day, lessons end at 2:15pm and there is remedial after that. Sucks to the core. hahaha! okay... nothing else to say already. Bye bye~

I am a new song & you're just a remix
- Lil Wayne

Fergie is hot :)

Fergie is hot, isnt' she ?

"A milli"

Today is hari raya, all the Muslims baby boy/baby girl, boy/girl, gentlemen/ladies, uncle/auntie and old man/old women no need to fast already. Which means, during recess time it's going to be packed like orchard road again but good ar my favourite stall Halal corner open! mauahhahahahah! can talk to kakak airah already!.

I went to IMM with my mother today. Reach home at around 4 plus, immediate i sit my ass on the chair facing the computer staring at the ROLLER COASTER KINGDOM application on Facebook. Luckily Jovina introduce me this kill-time game. hahahah! Okay ar nothing much to say, all i did at home was studying my science notes, using the computer and dumbbells.... great...

Lil Wayne & Birdman

Run this town

BEST DAY!

I JUST LOVE TODAY!, my class has transformed into a gambling den and a coffee shop. Everyone talk,play, spit, diss each other & so on. After school, went to slack on the way to our usual slacking area i found a pair of big scissors! Taufiq took the small one i begin cutting everything small little branch i see damned funny. I threw the scissors away then Taufiq found 2 "SHOP AND SAVE" trolleys i took one trolley and park beside a motocycle! The whole time we were laughing! We reached our slacking place and we being making jokes about singh, again we laugh like no body's business hahahaha! okay okay! *catch breath*

After slacking went to look for Maisarah! woohoo Fatin and Shirin were there too. Paiseh sia! They brought me to this chinese salon, i told them they choose the hairstyle for me. They choose "mullet" hairstyle for me. I was shocked! my bangs is gone and it feels so weird. They were like laughing. Lepak with them then went home. After like 2 hours went to the barber, asked him to cut my hair a lil shorter then slacked with Maisarah and Shirin for a little while then went back home. I'm so happy i got this haircut today. THANKS BABES!

chat with Rica, this selengah happy sial. good ar. Btw Corey you owe me a hug!

Yay, i'm free!

Stuntin'

Today awesome day in school, love Taufiq, and Maisarah. Yeah, after school Fat boy and swee had something to do after school. Let them be. Taufiq was like 50/50 in the end he followed me to school. I was surprised, after remedial went to lepak Taufiq and i played soccer after we slack. Played cards with the sec 3 express malay dudes, laughing away most of the time. Our favourite line was "oh, sorry...".

Alright, tomorrow Maisarah is going to bring me to the barber for a haircut. She's gonna choose the hairstyle for me, haha i can't wait! Excited

You are who you are & remember i ain't nothing like you...

Cirque du freak is coming!

Can't wait!

HI EVERYBIRDIE

HELLO!
i'm julia keling helping sylvester to update.

SINGH! ALL THE BEST. you can do it for your N levels.
hehehhee, okay. i go study already! BYEBYE.










singh, seesaw ah. after N levels. and night jogging ;)

You know SHIT HAPPENS...

Pink monster ,nice~

I experiment this drawing with highlighters and markers. It didn't turn out that bad :) i should practice more. haha tomorrow i might be getting my Adidas watching woohoo!

YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH!

Can't live without girls.

If that's what we need then dammit we're gonna have it

I said it once and i will say it again

"Women are hard to please."

Eyes wide open

Click to enlarge

Calender

I think i shall start a list of things i wanna do/get.

- Work after 'N' levels
- Go jogging with Corey
- Go shopping
- Go swimming at Adeline's place
- Go to the tattoo convention in KL in November
- Pierce my ear/cheek
- Buy tattoo machine
- Go out with kakak Airah
- Go club with Taufiq & Dorisa
- Get a haircut
- Bake something together with my BOSS
- Help out my art teacher in woodlands cc with Kaylene
- Treat Kaylene dinner

I think that's all for now.

Damned i want to get these so badly,

Adidas Candy Watch Pink
$150 ( I think )

Adidas Candy Watch Gold
$150 ( i think )

Tim Hendricks 'One of a kind" tattoo machine
$500

Love hate Tee
$25

Love Hate tee
$25

Give up

After my tuition i lay on my bed,
i kept thinking back, how i made new friends and how stupid i was to make unwise decisions but you know shit happens.

Real friends are hard to find, it took me 16 years to understand...

I've learnt making too may friends is not good &

I treat my own friends like my real brothers/sisters. I treat my friends this way, guess what i get in return... some choose to treat me like shit, fine with me i don't mind. I will just keep quiet and let you rot. Sounds good?

It doesn't help but it only hurts.

I just realized it's been five days since i last blog. Oh my god what the hell is wrong with me...

Anyway, today N level has started. The paper was easy, i guess. hahaha! But today was a total waste of time. Imagine you sit for the paper at 8 am you finish at 8:30 am. Maybe after the paper you want go jalan jalan, buy something to eat it takes about an hour. Guess what. After my paper around 9 am i was wondering where i should go since my next paper starts at 2:00 PM !!! What the heck! Isn't it a waste of time. Nevermind tomorrow would be great because we end at 11am ++. HAHAHA!

Lately, kakak Airah has been upset lately. Kakak tak mau sad ar! :)

I'm 16 !

Wow wow wow! I'm 16 already i've been on this planet for sixteen years. This is the best Birthday i ever have i swear. :)

The best things that happened to me was

- Julia text me during midnight, recieve about 50 ++ of her messages hahah!
- Jovina, Corey and Rica message me happy birthday
- Dorisa called me and she did not forget my birthday!!! Achievement :)
- Anthea give me HUG SIAL! woohooo!
- First time in my life i get more than 3 presents! wooohooo! pathetic i know...

Anyway, thanks all who have wish me happy birthday i will not forget yours :D

Adios

Time

Good lord, it's 1st of September already. Time flys... 6 more days 'N' Level is going to start. I started my revision like last week... so i should be doing fine i guess. Today is Teachers day a holiday, i woke up at 11am then slept at 3pm woke up at 5:30pm then started studying. After like an hour i started reading my tattoo magazine i bought on Saturday. I can't wait to get inked. :) It's only 2 more years! hahaha! must get Adeline sister bite mark :D




*it doesn't help, it only hurts.