What the fuck... being lock up at home is the worst torture
i have not went out with my friends for almost 2 weeks now i have to stay at home for another mutha fucking 9 more days? that's like another 216 hours. I'm going to go crazy alr...
Basically, today i'm screwed... So upset. I didn't get my Visa. But i have to say that the people in the US embassy, they think highly of themselves. At first, it was kind of hard to accept their attitude then i thought "what the fuck, they would be here working for the rest of their lives" hahaha. Now, i am reapplying for a second interview. This time i am prepared.
My outings have all been cancelled. Thanks alot.
For some reason i feel that God is like playing some kind of a sick joke with me and honestly speaking, I HATE IT! If today was a success i wouldn't get all the scolding.
What the fuck... I hope i get my Visa quickly.
" Get it in, get it out, turn it up, turn it down Big Snoop dog and soulja boy, told ya boy in your mouth, Make it bang, make it bounce, break it up take it out, nigga what you talking about, snoop dogg walk it out, Go to work, do the jerk, do it till your head hurt we the west, just the turf, known throughout the universe Superman and Kyptonite all on the same mike Send us some bad bitches like"
Tomorrow is my interview for a US visa, damn nervous. Cause the interview is very short and i wonder what type of questions they would be asking. So, i would be at home today.
After tomorrow, it's gonna be Shopping! again. OH YEAH! it's like another 3 more days to new year. Everyone has their own plans. So i think i'd just stay at home.
Alright, i would blog again later. Ciaoz
Friday, December 25, 2009
Holy crap, i missed my Muay Thai lesson again.
recently, i got hold of cash again. Then i spent all of it, again...
Now i need to buy:
1. Topman tshirts 2. straight cut pants 3. Vans Shoes 4. gold color Casio watch (must get!) 5. Long sleeve shirts 6. one good earpiece (must get!)
I think that's all for now!
Changed blogsong to Snoop Dogg feat. Soulja Boy - Tell'em
1. Can't go out 2. Got scolded by my mother because i said "hello" 10 times to my mother, like what the heck? 3. Computer spoiled 4. Dad doesn't want to give me money to repair my computer 5. Stay at home, doing nothing
I just watched this Movie, it's about Retribution, Revenge and what it's like in hell. Snoop Dogg is the man! I advise that people who can't see GORE, then don't watch this movie because it's VERY GORE. Lots of blood. Overall i still liked the movie. MUAHHAHA
Lastly, i want to have CORNROWS(above) hairstyly when my hair is long. Can't wait. That'd be DOPE!
alright, sha-la-la
Saturday, December 19, 2009
I want to go out tomorrow I want to go out tomorrow I want to go out tomorrow I want to go out tomorrow I want to go out tomorrow I want to go out tomorrow I want to go out tomorrow I want to go out tomorrow I want to go out tomorrow I want to go out tomorrow
Collected my 'N' Level results. I was neither happy nor sad. whattheheck... I know i did not do so well but i still got one more chance. It's two years in San Francisco, perusing my arts degree. After that, i would aim to be one of Asia's best tattoo artist.
Today, was pretty fucked up. Went back to school, was treated like a total stranger, like wasn't welcome at all. That's how i felt.
Yesterday went out with my mother's friend. Had fun ar! I bought what i need, new shoes, new shirts but couldn't find long pants. Called my mama this morning, she told me to get nice slippers. I was like "uh?" Anyways, yesterday i watched "feng yun 2". Ah ken told me part 1 was 10 years ago. Damn, i'm so going to watch it!
Today, i will be at home. Doing some drawings, stay tune. I will upload my drawings by 11 pm.
"Blat, when you see Crack, better duck like the mac gotta ease past, nigga what Shit, I don't give fuck, I run these streets Y'all talk that shit, I want that beef I'm a tell you like a g told me They'll come back quick if a nigga O.D Cash Rule Everything Around Me I'm YSL, Versace You could see me in that Porsche GT Comin' down Sunset, sittin' on D's Feelin' like 'Pac, All Eyes On Me Fresh bandanna and I'm blowin' mad trees Nigga please, I spit crack every verse a ki Some say Khaled, some say Khalid Twelve years down and I'm finally free, crack!"
Today, i stayed at home. I really enjoyed yesterday's outing. Let's do it once more! Shall we?
Well, today ain't so pretty. First, i can't go out. Second, i don't have cash and Third i miss my friends. Now, i'm reading a book to kill time. It isn't an ordinary book i'm reading, i am reading MALAY DICTIONARY! Isn't that great! hahaha!
Tomorrow's plan would be: 1. Muay Thai lessons in the afternoon 2. Meet Sara 3. Go Swimming with Abang and Family 4. Head home...
Yesterday, on the way home my dad's car broke down. My family was stuck in the middle of Malaysia. Had to tow the car to a car shop to get it fix, we didn't bother to wait so we took a bus back...
Lastly on my way home. A lorry turn 180 degress and landed on the road upside down, it was hilarious!
here is the picture, look closely!
mahahahah!
Sunday, November 22, 2009
I just realized, it is not so easy. I think there would not be a next time.
I was extremely bored at home today, i'm still working on BKRO's poster design, i came up with something else.
Luckily at night Swee the medusa jio me out. Guess what? He ask me to pierce the side of his lips. Overall it was a success, it's tilted but it's fine right Swee :) I will do a better job next time. After the OPERATION, swee ask Fatboy to come down and play candle. We hanged around until 10 plus after that went home.
Yesteday BOTAK ken ask me come his "outing" had alot of fun ar with mama, baba, 2 kakaks, abang, ken, one girl and one boy. hahahaha i don't know their names dammit. MUAHAHAHA yeah i had alot of fun! Sad la went back early. NEXT TIME I WILL STAY LONGER.
I've not been posting lately a few reasons: one, because i attend to my class chalet 3 days ago two, i don't know what post.
After my chalet i learnt some things. It doesn't matter how old you are, at least show some respect. You don't go around bossing people around and have it your way, because the world does not work that way. You want something go get it yourself, when someone is talking to you listen.
Chalet was kind of dissapointing but what the heck? I had some fun anyways. Tomorrow i can't go to ah ken's bbq, paiseh ar ah ken and abang.
Today was a great day, i was able to step out of the house because i manage to find some art courses offered by CCSF. I would be a fulltime student if the school accept me! PLEASE accept me!
Made new friends, happy ar!
Lastly, class chalet is near, i can't wait! It's like a family reunion!
Today went out with Sara, Ahken, Aten and Dan. Went to play pool following by the arcade! I went all out! I played the "punching game" the machine has three small punching bags at boths side, when the bag flips you have to hit it. My left hand is kinda bruised hahahahahahah! Had Macdonalds for dinner. Aten went back home first, Ah Ken and Dan fetch her home. I lepak with sara, waiting for them to come back. Around 10+ sara's friend fetch her to soccer training i guess. Dan & myself sent Ah Ken to the MRT, after that head home straight! Tomorrow i'm WORKING!!!!! DAMNED!!!!
Today was a BLAST (love it!), Adeline and Jovina look really gorgeous. Babes. & i'm guilty of three things today... i feel kinda down. Anyway i shall not let it happen again! Next year i WILL give better presents! (Can't get off my my mind)
HAHAHAH! okay i waiting for Adeline to post the pictures can't wait! Today i damn shy don't know why don't dare to take pictures... I'm serious! hahah!
Finally! science paper 1 and 2 as well as EBS is done! Science paper was easy hahahahaha! But the EBS paper was a disaster... what i revised was not tested. What the hell...
I'm so stressed out! luckily my ex English tuition teacher helped me out! Thanks! Thank god, i would be going to the states next year! around June because that's when the semester starts. WOOHOO REJOICE! MEANS I GET TO SPEND MOREMOREMORE TIME WITH MY FRIENDS!!!! YESSSSS!
Today i decided to decorate my door. Check this out. hehehehe i would be uploading my new drawings tomorrow stay tune.
Friday has come, it is the last day of school dammit. Feel so sad... i mean really!!! I made a new friend ah ken! hahaha today something happen i think it'd be much better if i don't say.
Still, i'm super super super sad sia today last day of school. omg...
*speechless
First lesson CPA went on friendster then i saw atenn's comment she call me astroboy.. LOL! Secondly sara and i destroy some parts of the class room!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!
Time past really quick, i want to spend all my time on my friends and family after my N levels. I want to spend my time with Maisarah, Taufiq, Swee, Fatboy, Adeline, Jovina, Prakash, muay thai buddies, kay, corey, fatin, shirin, rica and alot alot more ar :(
When i filled in the form for city college of san francisco, my hand starting shaking, i kept thinking about my family friends, i kept thinking about the time i'll be spending in san francisco, will ya forget me hopefully not eh please.
I can't continue , it breaks my heart.
Monday, September 28, 2009
Yes, Bia muay thai gym has a logo now! i am so going to buy it.
3 hours of fun 3 months of pain Tomorrow we meet again this time it won't be the same all because of a stupid mistake i made our friendship went down the drain.
I admitted i was wrong "lan cau boy" you replied i asked for forgiveness you gave me hell i asked you again you told me "leave me alone" I was expecting "okay,we're friends again" i was wrong
You told me not to follow them i obeyed You meet them some other day because of some important issue okay i understand still you did tell me in the first place
no
What else could i do?
Today i was free you neither called me nor text me so went out with my friend like you didn't went out with yours A message hit me let me summarize it for you it says "we all go our separate ways"
We make mistakes, because we are human i'm not asking much. Think about it.
Today, i stayed at home... where else could i be. I'm feeling kinda down today... thinking about what i've done in school. Random thoughts keep coming up. I know i'm selfish you don't have to tell me to change i will do it myself... I know i'm not good enough, there are people who treat you better than me right? Kinda stressed out, looking at the four walls in my room it was driving me nuts so i had to step out of the house and head to the basketball court and shoot some balls.
Hey but check this out, you did this to me why can't i do it to you? Now, should i be saying what you told me the last time "you want you go with them ar" now i'm telling you "you want you go with them ar" Did i hit the jackpot? You go ask yourself...
Trust can take years to build, but only a second to break.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Now, you're on your own i don't care.
You get irritated over small little stuff. This is what happens when you listen to your friends...
School is such a drag LUCKILY i got my friends with me. What else can i say 2 more weeks to my next paper... Can say i'm trying my best to study. Anyway today took some pictures in class.
HEHEHEHE okay i'm outtie.
i listen to her heartbeat cause it plays my favorite song.
Did not went to Mustafa today... dammit went to town with my mom, sister and maid. Overall it was fun. Wanted to buy stuff but what for? I only wanted to buy my gold adidas watch. Couldn't find it anywhere... What can i do?
Tomorrow is a school day, lessons end at 2:15pm and there is remedial after that. Sucks to the core. hahaha! okay... nothing else to say already. Bye bye~
Today is hari raya, all the Muslims baby boy/baby girl, boy/girl, gentlemen/ladies, uncle/auntie and old man/old women no need to fast already. Which means, during recess time it's going to be packed like orchard road again but good ar my favourite stall Halal corner open! mauahhahahahah! can talk to kakak airah already!.
I went to IMM with my mother today. Reach home at around 4 plus, immediate i sit my ass on the chair facing the computer staring at the ROLLER COASTER KINGDOM application on Facebook. Luckily Jovina introduce me this kill-time game. hahahah! Okay ar nothing much to say, all i did at home was studying my science notes, using the computer and dumbbells.... great...
I JUST LOVE TODAY!, my class has transformed into a gambling den and a coffee shop. Everyone talk,play, spit, diss each other & so on. After school, went to slack on the way to our usual slacking area i found a pair of big scissors! Taufiq took the small one i begin cutting everything small little branch i see damned funny. I threw the scissors away then Taufiq found 2 "SHOP AND SAVE" trolleys i took one trolley and park beside a motocycle! The whole time we were laughing! We reached our slacking place and we being making jokes about singh, again we laugh like no body's business hahahaha! okay okay! *catch breath*
After slacking went to look for Maisarah! woohoo Fatin and Shirin were there too. Paiseh sia! They brought me to this chinese salon, i told them they choose the hairstyle for me. They choose "mullet" hairstyle for me. I was shocked! my bangs is gone and it feels so weird. They were like laughing. Lepak with them then went home. After like 2 hours went to the barber, asked him to cut my hair a lil shorter then slacked with Maisarah and Shirin for a little while then went back home. I'm so happy i got this haircut today. THANKS BABES!
chat with Rica, this selengah happy sial. good ar. Btw Corey you owe me a hug!
Today awesome day in school, love Taufiq, and Maisarah. Yeah, after school Fat boy and swee had something to do after school. Let them be. Taufiq was like50/50 in the end he followed me to school. I was surprised, after remedial went to lepak Taufiq and i played soccer after we slack. Played cards with the sec 3 express malay dudes, laughing away most of the time. Our favourite line was "oh, sorry...".
Alright, tomorrow Maisarah is going to bring me to the barber for a haircut. She's gonna choose the hairstyle for me, haha i can't wait! Excited
You are who you are & remember i ain't nothing like you...
I experiment this drawing with highlighters and markers. It didn't turn out that bad :) i should practice more. haha tomorrow i might be getting my Adidas watching woohoo!